"Stevie, Mommy says she loves you more than I do, but she doesn't, I do"!

"Stevie, help me, she's trying to steal my kisses"!

"Mommy, I'm telling Nanny on you"!

I always, always think of what it would be like to have you here again. I imagine your smile, the gentle warmth of your voice, the feel of your love again (everything would be so different)....and it is so very difficult without you, Stevie.

I wish I could turn back the hands of time...
Loving and missing you so much Stevie!!!

I can not believe its been 5 years my big brother...I miss you so much every day. I pray constantly for your Mom, Kassie, Thor and Nicholas. You touched my heart in so many ways and I wish there was a way I could speak with you one more time and tell you all the things I never got to tell you and thank you for everything you have given me. I love you Steve, and I always will.

XOXO
Courtney "Your little sister"

I can't believe how time has passed. And today just reminds me of you so much. The weather is beautiful and at the parade we saw so many bikes reminding me of yours.
I love you always XOXOXOXOXO You are my heart forever

Stevie, 5 years...how can so much time have passed. We love you and miss you every day. You're Mom is amazing. She's taking care of Hailey & Thor and all of us. Kimmy is on her way and we'll see Krissy & Ava and Kerry soon. Only if you were here too. We love you Skargo, more every day. Hug Nanny and Grandpop.
xoxoxo

Thinking of you and sending our love.

"His love was like the liberal air, embracing all, to bless and cheer."

Your love is etched forever in our hearts, Steve!

Just thinking about our times what seems like yesterday but then feels like so long ago....
I love you always and forever ~ XOXOXOXO

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Thanks to at&t we lost your original voice message. (I call you just to hear your voice)
I did record it just in case something like this happened and have put it on your phone again today. It's not perfect, but it's better. I will figure a way to get it right again for all of us.
We miss you so much Stevie. I love you

You know how much Stevie loved and still loves you!
It's between you and Stevie, and "it's all good"!

i miss you

A B H...I H I R!
xoxoxo

Not going into details, you know them and I love you and thank you for every precious moment with you!
Today Thor was being a Ninja and the Red Power Ranger for you (as You are the real Red Power Ranger!) and I know you loved every minute. I loved it very much and what I loved the most was the thought of your smile!

p.s. Tonight I heard crickets in the yard and it brought back a very dear memory of you and I walking up Thornton and hearing crickets (very loudly) in the field and then suddenly and out of nowhere, we heard the bagpipe and stopped to listen awhile (you were holding my hand and you loved the sound of the bagpipe as much as I did. I thought you were just giving me a break to catch my breath on our 4 mile walk..."Oh my God, you can do this Mom! You need to quit smoking! You'll see and you'll thank me for it and I love you and you know this")!
XOXOXO

p.s. I love you more...and you, my love, know this!!!

Love and miss you bunches!! XOXO

...in a million!
I hate not having new moments and memories with you.
xoxoxoxo

Going to look at houses this weekend and feeling just as confident as ever that you are guiding and protecting every move...as always.
"It's all good" and "Keep it real, but not too real"!
I still love you more though!
(fight you for it)

i really miss you so much Steve
xoxoxoxoxo

i miss you